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#VARUS — An Indie, OC Friendly & Mutuals Only portrayal of VARUS from league of legends / comics.
written by MOTH (any/all, 21+)

art by jeremy chong
Discord: feel free to ask!
FOLLOWS FROM — @artisankiller
moth. twenty three. any / all. GMT-5.
[ Blogroll — Content Warnings ]
001 no god modding. all that basic shit. that's literally it. no killing my muse without discussing it first! i love them too much and they are far too beloved to just be godmodded to death. that isn't to say they have no weakness, as they are human (well, mostly, 50/50...) 002 18+ / 21+ content. viewer discretion is advised. i ask you be the same please. 003 for comfort of your choosing, you can absolutely (encouraged) to send me an ask or a dm! i prefer it actually, as i am very bad at reading the room, and would rather you say "hi moth" than just lurk on my list in silence ;w; i'd hate for the same to happen to me, so i'll try to reply in a timely manner.
004 i am not my muse. my muses do not equal my views. i also don't try to insert any of my beliefs into these three men, because they are fictional. i don't mind if you disagree with my portrayal of varus, valmar or kai, but i will not tolerate slander just because they aren't to your forte. 005 nsfw will be tagged and in threads. i have warnings you can check out here for more on content / trigger warnings in my threads, in either of their backstories, or anything in visuals / reference. 006 my definition of mains is as follows: people i choose to roleplay with. that's it. i don't really want exclusives, as i am not here often. although if my portrayal happens to be good enough despite my sporadic responses,... well i'd be honored to be mains, or exclusives, or even just affiliates! i try to become friends with my partners as its my favorite hobby, and although sometimes feeling like a job (to me), i love the rpc.
*CONTENT | *FREQUENCY / SEVERITY | *TAGGED AS |
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murder | may be mentioned in backstory but will not be actively written | murder cw |
blood | will appear in writing untagged, but visuals will be tagged | blood cw |
sexual content | will appear in headcanons and threads | usfw cw , lemon cw |
anything really | be clear about your boundaries besties | trigger cw , ask for tag, etc cw |
*CHARACTER | *BLOGURL | *FANDOM | *ACTIVITY | *OTHER |
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BRIAR | @hemomania | League of Legends | Low | sideblog |
MAIN | @artisankiller | Multimuse | High | sideblog |
LETHE | @oblivs | Fandomless | Low | sideblog |
MUMU | @deathhotel | Multimuse | Med-Low | sideblog |
ZED | @ofkethe | League of Legends | Low | sideblog |
*HEADCANON | *VERSE |
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guns or anything aim or projectile based | blogwide |
good at cooking, or at least the basics | blogwide |
great hunter, good at tracking | canon |
can handle his liquor, heavyweight drinking enthusiast | blogwide |
NPCS

VALMAR — heartlight to kai, one of two ionian hunters. newly wed of xan kai, soon to be part of the same family but never made it due to dying and fusing with varus. written if requested.

FAMILY — aatrox, xolaani, naafiri, rhaast.

KAI — heartlight to valmar, one of two ionian hunters. elder brother to irelia, though missing in action since pallas and the invasion of ionia. he never made it home. written if requested.
AFFILIATES
@bikmui cas
✱ rec/main@eatdivines valentine
✱ rec/main@fearsgod strome
✱ rec/main@antiibow nia
✱ rec/main@psielapki softie
✱ rec/main
VARUS

Regardless of what he would later become, Varus was once a paragon of loyalty and honor. A skilled archer of the ancient Shuriman empire, he was appointed as a temple warden in the eastern states, and he held this duty sacred above all else.During the earliest stages of the war with Icathia, even though it lay far from that cursed place, Varus’ homeland was attacked. While other wardens abandoned their posts to join the defense of the outlying villages, he alone remained, screaming in anguish with every arrow he loosed—for he had chosen to uphold his oaths rather than return home to protect his own family.Emissaries from the Ascended Host found him kneeling in solemn meditation amid the corpses of his foes. It was said that his cold gaze unsettled even the god-warriors themselves, and yet, in recognition of his noble sacrifice, Varus was offered a place in their ranks.As one of the great Ascended, he was utterly consumed by his pursuit of vengeance against the Icathians, and the voidling horrors they had unleashed. It is likely that Varus did not even fully comprehend Shurima’s ultimate victory in that war, so twisted had his mind become—nor the empire’s fall centuries later. Atrocity after atrocity blurred together, leaving him as a withdrawn, callous killer, reshaped and sent into battle countless times by his degenerate brethren.Their name became feared throughout the known world.The darkin.Warring among themselves, they destroyed any other who stood against them. With his crystalline bow, Varus assassinated enemy commanders and champions, helping the darkin defeat entire mortal armies with ever greater ease.Eventually, Varus was cornered by vastayan moon-stalkers and human mages in service of a golden-armored warrior queen of Valoran. They bound him within his bow, leaving him to howl in impotent rage. By then, the raw, corrupting influence of the darkin was known, and yet still the queen chose to wield the deadly weapon in the final days of the war, gladly sacrificing herself for a greater victory.
In the months that followed, the queen carried Varus to the First Lands—those that would later be known as Ionia. Now made monstrous by the bow’s power, her last act was to command her followers to bury her alive in a lightless well, sunk deep beneath a mountain temple overlooking the village of Pallas.And there Varus was imprisoned, both by the natural magic of Ionia, and the ritual ministrations of the temple guardians.The bow remained hidden for centuries, unknown, untouched, and all but forgotten, until Noxian invaders attacked the First Lands. Two beast hunters—Valmar and his heartlight, Kai—fought against the first wave at the Temple of Pallas. Though their courage was great and they drove off the attackers, Kai was mortally wounded, and a grief-stricken Val carried him inside, believing the well’s forbidden magic could restore him.But the temple held only damnation, and both hunters were consumed by the unleashed power of the darkin within it. The very matter of their bodies was unraveled and bound together again to craft a new body, a body fit to free Varus from his imprisonment. What emerged from the well was a gestalt creature, pale and inhumanly beautiful, part human and part darkin. After more than a thousand years, Varus was reborn.Even so, the human and darkin elements of this imperfect form are in constant flux, with each managing to wrest control for a short time before being reined in by the other. Varus fights to silence the two mortal souls once and for all, and wreak vengeance for the destruction of his race. Still, Kai and Val struggle against his malevolent influence, hoping against hope that their love can overcome the darkin’s hatred.How long they can keep Varus conflicted is anyone’s guess—but should this sadistic and egotistical killer come to fully dominate his new host, it is certain he will seek to reunite with others of his kind, and reduce all of Runeterra to an ashen wasteland.
STATS
NAME varus NICKNAME/ALIAS darkin, the bow of retribution, the archer AGE late 20s - early or mid 30s DATE OF BIRTH may 8th GENDER & PRONOUNS genderfluid, he/him or they/them ORIENTATION bisexual / biromantic / grey-ace RACE/ETHNICITY human / ionian / darkin / mixed NATIONALITY ionian
BACKGROUND
PARENTS
- father
- mother SIBLINGS
- siblings in death SIGNIFICANT OTHER
- verse / muse dependent / none / etc. OTHERS
- valmar
- kai.
PHYSICAL
HEIGHT 6’00” WEIGHT 174 lbs. HAIR white EYES white / lilac SCARS none PIERCINGS none TATTOOS face markings
PERSONAL
POSITIVE TRAITS
- reverential
- polished
- clean
- farsighted NEUTRAL TRAITS
- irreligious
- deceptive
- pure
- reserved NEGATIVE TRAITS
- hateful
- uncaring
- argumentative
- power hungry
OTHER
NEURODIVERGENCES & DISORDERS
- bipolar
- ptsd OCCUPATION assassin, hunter HOMETOWN Pallas, Ionia CURRENT RESIDENCE Somewhere in Ionia LANGUAGES Ionian, but mostly dead languages.. WEAPONS OF CHOICE
bow and arrow — nothing more, nothing less
IMPORTANT NOTES
TBA...
the arrow of retribution Main Verse I.
after the comics / fusing after two ionian hunters, valmar & kai. although varus struggles with his own turmoil, the two beyond the boundary of his reach are even more conflicting. a new sense of sentience, maybe. or a pest waiting to be exterminated. If No One Else? Then Who? AU.
varus finds a different host that allows him in willingly; wholeheartedly believing him to be a twisted god. he has no idea who they are, but he doesn't care. varus is his own hunter.
High Noon Main Verse II.
complete in another life, maybe. Empyrean AU.
complete in another life, maybe.